Hey, had a lazy day today. School ends at 12 for me today. Huiting came to my house at 6plus. And she just went off not long ago. This quote above really makes me understand. I know i am the one who walk away from you, i know i am the one who leave you first, and i regretted. But after seeing this i know this is my destiny to leave you cause you are not the one for me and i am not the one for you, and i know you love me before but not now, i can sense from the way you act and treat me, i know you are a good person, and i have never regret what i said to you the last time, i told you, you will find a better person than me, i am the one who leave you and i don't have the rights/face to ask you back. I'm sorry for pestering you the last time. I have to learn how to let go when you aren't mine anymore i can't always think about you because it really hurts me, but sometimes i really want to know if you still love me, i really want to know, but i know this will never happen. I know sorry can't mend anything, but i hope you will not hate me anymore, because theres no love between us, so why not you just let go your hate and find someone who can really give you the happiness that i can't. It is really time for me to give up, is not that i'm tired is because i know i have to, thinking of you really hurts me, and i really hope this hurt will go away, but there's always something that will stay, that is guilt. It makes me guilty when i hurt you that much, so this time round it really wake me up. I will let go and live a happy life, and i hope i can do it. I hope. Thanks for loving me unconditionally. I thank you, and goodbye.
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