Mixu mixu.

I still miss you,  dont know why. I thought i got over you long time ago, but no. The feeling is still there. I try to let it go, but i really can. I miss you but i dont want you back and i cant get you back. Maybe im just used to missing you, not love. I just cant get over it, tearing and tearing, hope it would help. But no. Nothing's gonna help. Fine, maybe i will just let it fade away? Yeah? Okay. I'll do that, gonna let someone new to be in my life. Gonna open up my heart. No point thinking, wishing actually. I know how much you hate to see me, i know. Sometimes i just wish that we are still friends. Not hi bye friends, but real friends. I want that. But.... Nothing's gonna change now, its been 2 years 5 months. If it does, it would happen long ago. I guess im not that lucky enough to have you back as a friend. Sighhhhhh.